Friday, December 10, 2010

I'll keep on rollin' with the flow...

Okay, so y'all know I've been going to school at night for eight months now. I love it. I love my classes, love my instructors and I've made some really good friends. I've been having a ball learning all about electronics and how circuits work and why they work and why people even care that they work. It has been a lot of fun and I have learned so much!! I've been challenged in more ways than I ever thought I could be and I've learned so much about myself while I've been learning all about those circuits.

But I haven't been going to school at night for eight months because I was bored. I've been going to school for the opportunity to interview for a job at Robins Air Force Base in the electronics co-op that they have with Middle Georgia Tech.

My interview was supposed to be this quarter.

For some reason, though, my name and five other students' names were left off the original roster that was presented to the base and because the base has 108 interviews scheduled and only 20 slots to fill, they don't want to make room for six more interviews.

I've worked hard, maintained a 4.0 GPA, took classes at the college and online and continued to work full time at my job during the day. I've spent hours and hours on the weekends studying, reading, working freakin' algebra and trig until all hours of the night, gone to school when I was exhausted, gone to work when I was exhausted and slept so hard at night that I didn't even hear my alarm clock go off the next morning.

All to get me to this week when I was told that I'm just not going to get that shot this quarter. Just an "I'm sorry, I goofed" and a big fat "better luck next time". It was one of the directors of the program who screwed up and left us off the list and although he did try to fix it and get us an interview time, he wasn't able to. He assured me that I would be first on the list next quarter and that since I'll be further along in the program, my chances will be even better that I'll be chosen for the co-op. I'll have a second shot (or so they say now, stay tuned...) at the end of my 5th quarter. We only get two shots at these jobs.

Am I disappointed? Of course. But I'm also a little relieved. I do feel that my chances will be even better with another quarter under my belt and I'll have another three months to prepare for the interview. I believe that things happen for a reason so I have to believe that God is working on something here. I can't stand in His way if He's working. There's really not much I could do about it anyway so I'm trusting Him to work it out for me.

I've learned some things about electricity in the past eight months. It always follows the path of least resistance. I've never done that in my life. I've always gone down bumpy old dirt roads head first, knocking obstacles out of my way and barreling through to the other side. Electricity can keep doing what it does. And so will I.


  1. Aww, that sucks!! That is so wrong! BUT I agree--this is part of The Plan. So don't you worry--it'll all fall into place the way it should. I am SO proud of you and I love you!!

  2. Honey, I'm so sorry. I know how hard you have worked . Your time is coming for your rewards. Just hang in there and keep your Faith. Love you....

  3. I think it's really challenging to accept stuff when it doesn't go according to "our" plan. I think you have the right in His plan and that it will all work out for the best in the end. I'm working hard at taking my own advice right now!

    You, lady bug, are a super chick for doing all that you are doing - it can't possibly be easy to balance a job, school, your husband, your home, your family, and your friends, but you do it because you are amazing!

  4. I'm glad you have some peace about it. It will work out, even if the way is bumpy. You've been a hard workin' girl!